tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62631858773836879152024-03-13T18:46:34.608+08:00Morning After Goodbyesonlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.comBlogger35125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-24520461224125632742018-01-25T02:15:00.000+08:002018-01-25T02:15:15.497+08:00Adulting<div style="font-family: ".SF UI Text"; font-size: 15px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 15pt;"><span style="color: white;">People say the hardest part of adulting is just moving out from your parent's house and starting to be independent. Others say that finding your ultimate reason and knowing where you are heading to is twice as hard as the first one. This maybe true to many, but I guess it's just the result of a deeper dillemma. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 15pt;"><span style="color: white;">Today's society revolve around being accepted. Being able to fit in the norms set by most people even though these perceptions does not fit us all. Picture yourself as a new employee, trying to fit in; until one day, you'd realize that you don't know who you really are. You lost your identity and was eaten up by a system of suiting up an armour just to blend with others. This I guess is the problem.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 15pt;"><span style="color: white;">Looking back, I've learned that the hardest part of being an adult is accepting who you really are and not trying to change yourself just to please what other people wants to see from you. Each of us is unique and in no way the same with the other. I guess the key in adulting is being yourself. Being confident despite the flaws that life smouldered you with. Accepting yourself and ultimately forgiving what you have done with your past is what we all need right now. And once you're able to do it, you'd be confident enough to show others who you really are. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 15pt;"><span style="color: white;">I am. Not what others see. I am. Just me. </span></span></div>
onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-79093615332251190482018-01-20T23:01:00.000+08:002018-01-20T23:01:27.577+08:00Misteryo ng Apat (Four-some!)<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">1. Apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na taon na mula sa araw na ito ng malaman kong isa
akong superhuman. Isang mutant at ganap na karakter sa Xmen. Pangarap kong
maging si Beast dati. Di para maging yummy na borta, kundi para makatuklas ng
bagay na ikasasalba naming mga mutant. Pero ngayon, tanggap ko na ‘di ako
kailanman magiging si Beast. Di ko kayang magpaka-borta at ni wala ako sa
kalingkinan ng katalinuhan niya. Ang natatanging pangarap ko na lang ay maging
si Charles Xavier, yung magtatayo ng foundation para sa mga tulad kong Xmen
especially sa tumatandang mag-isa at wala ng pamilya. Kaso magpapayaman muna
ako para matupad ko ‘to. </span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Ngayon, bilang
di ko pa kayang maging si Beast at Charles Xavier, si Jean Grey na lang muna
ako. Sexy at hot. Handang ma-reborn ng paulit ulit. Laban lang ng laban!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span>2. Pang-<i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. Ikaw ang pang-</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na lalake sa buhay ko.
Pang-</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na kabiyak ko. Pang-</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na taong pinagkatiwalaan ko ng puso. Sa
kabilang banda, ako rin ang iyong pang-</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. Pang-</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na mangingibig.
Pang-</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na pinaglaanan ng tiwala at puso. Sabi mo nga, lagpas </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na taon
kang walang kabiyak at lagpas </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na taon kang naghintay na may dumating sa
buhay mo. Taong 2012 tayo unang nagkakilala, taong 2016 tayo nagka-igihan at
lumalim ang pagkakakilanlan. </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na taon ang hinintay natin bago tayo
pagbigyan ng universe na magkadaupang palad muli. Kaya ang hiling ko ngayon kay
bathala, sana swertehin tayo sa pang-</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. Sana ang </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> ay maging huli na
natin para sa isa’t isa.</span><br /><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">3. Apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na buwan ng nakalilipas mula ng huli tayong nagkita. Kung
sakasakali, </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na buwan pa mula ngayong araw na ito bago tayo muling
magkikita at magkakasama. Hindi madali ang mayroon tayo ngayon. Milya milya ang
layo natin sa isa’t isa. Eight hour difference. Sabi nga ni Jireh “</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">dito ay
umaga, diyan ay gabi; oras natin ay magkasalungat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">”. Pinagusapan at pinag-isipan
naman nating mabuti itong uri ng relasyon na papasukin natin. Bukod sa
sero-discordant e idagdag mo pa ang LDR. Double whammy! Pag sini-swerte nga
naman. Kung hindi lamang sana nagka-aberya ang mga papeles ko e makakasunod na
ako sayo next month. Pero mukhang kailangan pa natin maghintay ng kaunting
panahon pa bago maayos ang mga bagay bagay. Sinusubok tayo ng tadhana, pero
alam nating dalawa na maiaayos natin ito. Na ibibigay sa atin ito. Huwag ka sanang
sumuko. Malampasan sana natin ang lahat. Matiyaga akong maghihintay na matapos
ang nalalabing </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na buwan upang kita’y muling makasama.</span><br /><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">4. Apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na beses kong
nakita ang mga katagang “</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Do not quit. You are almost there</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">”. </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">Apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na beses mula
sa iba’t ibang platform sa magkakaibang lugar ngayong araw. Una sa LRT-2
Katipunan. Pangalawa sa may Gilmore. Pangatlo at pang-</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> sa twitter, sa
magkaiba kong account </span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">(sila yung unang bumungad sa akin)</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">. Nung una at
pangalawang beses ko ‘tong nakita, bumulong ako agad sa langit na pag nakita ko
ito sa pang-</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na pagkakataon hanggang mamaya e may gusto ko pang iparating
sa akin. Na badya mong gulong gulo ang utak ko ngayon at pinanghihinaan na ako
ng loob pero di ako pwede sumuko. Na magiging ayos rin ang lahat. Well, well,
well, mukhang napalakas ang bulong ko at narinig mo nga. Voila! Nahawi ang ulap
at may tumanglaw na liwanag at sa pang-</span><i style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;">apat</i><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"> na pagkakataon ngayong araw,
bubulong ako sayo ng </span><b style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS", sans-serif;"><i>Salamat!</i></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><i>Ang haba nito para sa unang post ko mula noong huli! It's nice to be back!</i></span></div>
onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-26267316858683169332014-07-01T20:49:00.002+08:002014-07-01T20:49:45.387+08:00Tarot Card Reading Though I don't really believe in those type of readings, but out of curiosity, I gave in to it. <br />
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And what's funny is that in every reading, even with my follow up question, one thing has been showing up constantly. <br />
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Love. <br />
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It has emerged several times. How it will hurt me yet, how I will still be passionate about it amidst everything.<br />
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'No matter what pain, what obstacles may come your way, one thing is certain. The only power that can yield you.. is Love. The very essence of it is the only one powerful enough to make you go down on your knees' <br />
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I'll have a reading again sometime soon. Let's see if it will be the same. <br />
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Cheers! <br />
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onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-36816119656480062732014-05-23T02:10:00.000+08:002014-05-23T02:10:59.910+08:00News<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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A friend told me about a car accident involving K
(<i>my Ex</i>). I shouldn't be feeling this, but I was <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>worried. She saw the details on his Facebook
account. <i>(Oh yes, I no longer follow his account.</i> <i>I already hid all
his notifications and posts so I may not be able to see any of his updates in
my timeline) </i>I asked her about the details, she mentioned that the car was
damaged but K seems to be fine. Not even critical or dying. I faked a laugh.</div>
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O yes, after what happened, I should be thinking
that this is the bad karma getting on him. But no! I don't want karma or
revenge. I wanted him to be at peace and to be safe always. You may think that
I still love him, but like what I said before, it’s already a different kind of
love. Besides, we have been living together under the same roof for two years.
I think it’s normal for me to at least worry about him even if we had parted
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And so I asked my friend if I should at least send him a message. She
immediately said no since he seems to be okay and not in critical condition. I
agreed with her and ignored the idea of sending a mail.<br />
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But knowing how twisted my mind is, right after doing some paper works. I
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I went home feeling a big hole in my chest. Yes. Hollow. I
felt alone. Solidarity wasn’t my friend today. He turned his back on me and is
my enemy since noon. I don’t know what triggered this emotion. Was it my
medications? No. I don’t think so. I know that my medications never triggered
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And now, to force myself to sleep, to avoid over thinking and
insomnia, I did what isn’t to be done. I took the last pill of the day just
before eating. <i>(The pill that shouldn’t be mixed with food or else you’ll feel
the full side effects of it)</i> And just one hour after ingesting it, I’m feeling
numbness again. I’m feeling the heat at the back of my eyes and over my nape.
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Hopefully I’ll be with someone special even in my dreams.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>And everything is moving in motion now</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>Everything was purposely done</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>To let every emotion drown in to that city</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>Where dreams are almost realities</i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>Possibilities are aver changing</i></span></div>
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‘H’ is someone special. We met years ago and had an
intimate sexual relationship. But it had to stop because I met K. H and I met
again after K and I broke up. And we started our sexual intimacy again. What we
have was not a relationship. He has a kiddo but is already separated. We often
see each other, just for sex and a little chit chat. Until one time, H mentioned
that I was the only person he is having an affair right now. But he doesn’t
want to brand what we have. He is not capable of starting a relationship since
his only focus for now is his kid and his business. But he often says he likes
me. Likes me a lot, to a point he thinks he love me. But then again, I am
hesitant.</div>
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<br /></div>
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He called earlier, he says he misses me. I guess I miss him
as well. But if ever I’ll do it again with him, I guess I want it to be
different from what our status was before.</div>
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<br /></div>
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H: Namimiss
na kita ng sobra. Tagal mong ‘di nagpaparamdam sa akin. Ako parati nauuna
magparamdam.</div>
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<br /></div>
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Me:<span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> </span>A. Sorry.
Busy e. Saka galling ako ng mga out of town activities. Saka ayos lang yun, di
naman tayo e.</div>
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<br /></div>
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H: <span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"></span>Ikaw na
napakabusy parati. Di tayo kasi diba nireject mo na ako?</div>
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<br /></div>
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Me:<span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> N</span>ireject?
Kelan yun?</div>
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<br /></div>
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H: <span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"></span>Dati, nung muntik ng may mangyaring masama sa akin kasi di ko
maintindihan gusto mo. Di mo ako sineseryoso tuwing sinasabi ko sayo
nararamdaman ko.</div>
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<br /></div>
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Me:<span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"> Hu</span>h?! </div>
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<br /></div>
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H: <span style="mso-tab-count: 1;"></span>Basta,
ikaw may ayaw noon. Pero sobrang gustong gusto kita. Ikaw lang naman ang may
ayaw. </div>
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Me: A. Naalala ko na. E kasi naman, di ko alam kung kelan ka seryoso, saka wala kaya akong ibang alam sayo bukod sa first name mo at trabaho mo. Sa phone ko nga e nagimbento nalang ako ng surname mo e.</div>
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H: This time malalaman mo na lahat. Ako kaya, memorize ko na number mo 0906-5****** Kaya kahit anong phone gamit ko alam ko kung paano kita macontact. </div>
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<br /></div>
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Me: Wow! Last time na may memorize ng number ko e yung ex ko</div>
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<br /></div>
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H: Di mo pa naman ako ex e. Di mo ko magiging ex. </div>
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<br /></div>
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I guess something’s wrong in me. Why do I always chicken out
when someone tries to be intimate with me? I don’t know. I’m sorry H. I know
you won’t be able to read this. But I really like you. It’s just, I can’t
right now. Not when I know you have to focus with your business and your kiddos
studies. Besides, you have no idea about my <b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">real status</b>. I’m not even
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onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-86443962448339531252014-05-07T23:28:00.000+08:002014-05-07T23:28:19.288+08:00Feeling Papa Jack<div style="text-align: justify;">
Paano magmahal gamit ang<b> limang simpleng paraan</b>?</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b><br /></b></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b>1. Mahalin mo ang Diyos mo.</b></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Panatilihin ang matibay na pundasyon sa Diyos. Anumang relihiyon ang meron kayo basta tandaan niyo palaging may Diyos at galangin niyo siya. Magsimba o di kaya'y magdasal ng sabay. Humingi parati ng pasasalamat sa kanya sa relasyong ipinagkaloob niya sa iyo. Huwag mo siyang kalilimutan. Aminin na natin na kadalasan kapag may <i>dyowa</i> ka na e limot na bigla ang pagsisimba kay <i>Lord</i> makasama lamang ang <i>dyowa</i>. Huwag ganun. Di'ba nung wala ka pang <i>dyowa</i> e parati ka rin namang humihiling ng maayos na <i>dyowa</i> kay <i>Lord</i>. Isama natin si <i>Lord</i> parati. Matuto kang magtiwala sa kanya.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b>2. Mahalin mo ang sarili mo.</b></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Ayusin mo ang iyong sarili. Pisikal. Emosyonal. Ispiritwal. Pinansyal. Ibalanse mo lahat ng aspeto. Para kapag nabigo ka e maayos ya parin. Wag kang magmamahal ng hindi ka maayos o yung tipong aayusin ka pa ng susunod na magmamahal sa iyo. Oras na umasa kang may ibang aayos sayo, maaring iwanan ka ng taong umayos na sa iyo or may makita kang iba kapag maayos ka na. O di kaya'y magsawa ang taong pilit kang inaayos. Basta, <i>bottom line</i>, wag mag papaayos sa iba, kasi pag iniwan ka muli, wasak ka naman at di mo pa din alam ayusin ang sarili mo.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b>3. Mahalin mo ang pamilya mo.</b></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Huwag mong kalilimutang may pamilya kang tunay at lubos na nagmamahal sa iyo bago mo pa makilala ang irog mo. Huwag mo silang kalilimutan dahil masaya ka na. Bagkus, isama mo ang pamilya mo sa pagmamahalan ninyo. Para may pundasyon. Iyon nga lang, may <i>downside</i> ito kung maghiwalay kayo kasi hahanap hanapin siya sa inyo. Pero pakatandaan na ang pinakamahalagang pagmamahal parin ay ang ang pagmamahal ng pamilya. Sila ang daramay sa iyo ano man ang kahinatnatan ng relasyon mo. <i>*Maaring isama na sa depinisyon ng pamilya ang matatalik na kaibigan*</i></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b>4. Matutong makinig at umunawa.</b></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Ika nga e <i>two-way</i> palagi ang relasyon. Huwag magpataasan ng ihi. Ayusin ang problema bago pa man lumubog ang araw. Iwasan ang palagiang pag-'<i>nag</i>' sa isa't isa. Isipin palagi na hindi na puro '<i>ako</i>' ang relasyon kung hindi 'tayo'.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<b>5. Matutong magparaya.</b></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Maari itong gamitin sa iba't ibang paraan. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Una, sa pagdedesisisyon ninyong dalawa. Di palaging si '<i>ikaw</i>' o si '<i>siya</i>' ang masusunod. Dapat maging patas at magparaya sa mga desisyon na tatahakin ninyong dalawa bilang kayo ngayon ay iisa na. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Pangalawa, Pagpaparaya sa paraang pamamaalam sa relasyon. Bagamat naniniwala ako sa kasabihang <i>'<b>Breaking up should never be an option</b>'</i>. Minsan may exceptions padin. Kahit na gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao, may pagkakataong kailangan itong gawin upang isalba ang pagkatao ninyong dalawa. Magparaya lalo na kung di na kayang ayusin. Huwag ng pilitin. </div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Pakatandaan na nariyan ang <b>Diyos </b>at <b>Pamilya</b> mo parati sa <b>Sarili</b> mo! Kaya nga nauna ang tatlong iyan sa mga dapat mong mahalin! Napakahalaga nila upang magsimulang muli. Upang buuin ang sarili.</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
<br /></div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Cheers!</div>
onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-70941110319649629162014-05-01T14:16:00.002+08:002014-05-01T14:16:31.957+08:00P-B<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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Dear<i> Life</i>,</div>
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You have been hard on me for the past months and years. Your surprises were
sometimes harsh and extraordinary. Your unexpected story line was even better
than those of the nightly soap operas shown on TV. But yet, let me remind you,
<i>Life</i>, that I am not a quitter. In fact, I find your everyday surprises a challenge
and a maze I need to get out to. Things may be a lot different now, but it
doesn’t mean that it’s the end of it. Lastly, let me remind you,<i> Life</i> that your
obstacles may be bigger than me, but my God is bigger than anything in this
world. By the way; he’s just beside me all the time. I know he’ll never leave
me. So bring it on <i>Life</i>.</div>
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Awaiting for your next surprise,</div>
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Onlychild</div>
onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-69388346804708092912014-03-28T23:26:00.001+08:002014-03-28T23:26:18.238+08:00Nagmumurang Kamias<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Kamakailan lamang e wala sa utak ko ang pakikipagrelasyon. Wala pa rin naman siya hanggang ngayon. Pero bakit ganun, mukha akong tanga. Bigla akong kinikilig sa tuwing kausap ka. Dati naman ay deadma lang kita, pero ngayon, ewan, para akong PBB teens na napapangiti habang kausap ka. Napapansin na nga ng mga kaibigan ko na panay raw ata ang hawak ko sa cellphone ko ngayon. At nag-effort pa akong magregister sa unlimited service ng globe para sayo. Bakit ba?! E sa natutuwa ako bigla.</div>
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<b>Me:</b> <i>Pauwi palang ako.</i></div>
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<b>Him:</b> <i>Ingat hubby ko..</i></div>
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<b>Me:</b> <i>Hehe salamat dear</i></div>
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Ang tagal rin nitong wala a.</div>
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Ang tagal ko ring hindi kinilig.</div>
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Fumi-feeling bata. </div>
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*ngising aso*</div>
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<i>Dahil wala na akong sosyal na telepono e di makapag-screenshot ng usap namin. Hihi. *kilig*</i></div>
onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-17146515757374001342014-03-21T23:50:00.000+08:002014-03-21T23:50:50.004+08:00Sleepless Thoughts 3<div style="text-align: justify;">
Today it felt like the reality has been slapped on my face several times. I want to break down and cry. I want an end to this. I want to vanish. <br /> </div>
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A delayed reaction on what is happening right now. Help me. </div>
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I feel so alone and confused. I am afraid of what will tomorrow bring. I am uncertain if I can still continue my profession. I am not sure if anyone can accept me with my condition right now. </div>
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Where did all the emotions came from? I don't know. It must have been suppressed since January. The famous rash was another culprit. Though according to Local Statistics, 58% of those taking the medication experienced the famous rash, I was praying it won't happen to me, but it did. And because of it, I will be starting on a different combination now. The combination I feared due to its effects. Dizziness, depression, vivid dreams. Most say that the first few months will be a living disaster. Most were not even able to function properly at work. This shouldn't happen. My profession calls for my sound judgement. I am working on a shifting schedule for God's sake. I am handling lives of sick people. </div>
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I just feel helpless right now. I wish I have someone to lean on. Someone who'll just stay beside me right now while I wait for the effects of my new medication to kick in. Someone who'll hug me tight while I have my vivid dreams. </div>
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Unfortunately, there is no one. </div>
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I already emailed ex last week that I have something to tell him. And if he isn't available, we can just exchange emails instead. He agreed on the latter. I haven't sent him a new mail. I don't think I can do it right now. Not when depression is easily triggered by my new medication. I'll get back to him soon once I have adjusted.</div>
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Cheers.</div>
onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-75234681183149115102014-03-17T18:08:00.001+08:002014-03-17T18:08:35.393+08:00Laro ng Tadhana <i>(Ang lathang ito ay sinulat ko noong Pebrero2014) </i><br />
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Bata pa lang ako ng basahin ang kapalaran ko ng kapitbahay naming manghuhula. Batid niya na mapalad raw ako sapagkat hugis diyamante ang nakikita niya sa aking palad. Maganda raw ang hinaharap ko, subalit ang tanging habilin niya ay matutunan kong kontrolin ang aking emosyon. Partikular niyang tinukoy ang <i>Galit</i> at <i>Poot</i> na sadyang masama para sa akin. Maaari raw akong makagawa ng di kanaisnais na bagay.</div>
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Nakapagtapos ako ng kolehiyo. Ilang araw pa lamang matapos ang <i>board exams</i> namin ay nakahanap na ako ng trabaho. Guminhawa ang buhay namin noon dahil narin sa laki ng sinasahod ko. Dito ko nakilala ang unang lalaking naging parte ng buhay ko. Kilala ako ng pamilya niya. Madalas nga ay doon na ako umuuwi sa kanila at naiiwanan kong magisa ang aking nanay sa bahay. Ngunit tulad ng nakararami sa mga relasyon, ang aming kuwento ay naputol. Tatlong taon ako noon sa kompanyang unang bumuhay sa akin. Tatlong taon rin kami ng unang lalaki sa buhay ko. </div>
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Inudyok ako ng aking matalik na babaeng kaibigan na magbalik loob sa propesyon ko. Tinulungan niya akong makapagtraining sa ospital. Bilang matalik na kaibigan mula noong hayskul, pinangakuan ako ng kaniyang ama na tutulungang makapag-nars. Makalipas ang mahigit walong buwang walang trabaho, nakapasok ako sa isa sa mga pampublikong ospital sa siyudad. Ang sahod, 'di man kasing taas ng sa nauna kong trabaho, pero mapagtitiyagaan na. </div>
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Sa panahong ito ko nakilala ang pangalawang lalakeng naging parte ng buhay ko. Nagkakilala kami sa isang sikat na <i>online website</i> para sa mga tulad ko. Nagpangakuan na di kailanman maghihiwalay. Nagsimulang magplano para sa aming kinabukasan. Ngunit nagising na lamang ako isang araw na may kaulayaw na siyang iba. Ipinaglaban ko ang aming relasyon ngunit ako rin ang napagod ng 'di ko maintindihan ang takbo ng utak niya. Mahal niya raw ako ngunit di niya maiwan ang bago niya. Ako na mismo ang lumayo at nagparaya. </div>
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Pinilit kong ayusin ang buhay ko ng nawala siya. Aaminin kong isa akong hamak na basahan na walang pakinabang nung ako'y kaniyang iniwan. Walang direksyon, walang patutunguhan. Sa tulong ng aking mga kaibigan ay napagdesisyunan kong mangibang bayan. Tutal, sobra sobra pa ang <i>experience</i> ko sa kinakailangan ng mga <i>employer</i> kaya kumpyansa akong matatanggap. Sabi ko nga, kung noong 2012 at 2013 ay naging napakagulo ng aking buhay, ngayong 2014 ay magbabago ang lahat.</div>
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Enero ng taong ito, naglakas loob ako na magpasuri. Uunahan ko na ang <i>embassy</i> at aalamin kung ayos ang aking pangangatawan. Ikatlong linggo ng Enero, bandang alas-nuebe ng gabi, matapos ang mahigit tatlumpung minutong pagantay ay nalaman ko ang resulta na babago na naman sa aking buhay.</div>
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Ngayon, ang tanong ko ay bakit ganoon? Kung kailan inaayos ko na ang buhay ko. Kung kailan umasa akong magiging iba ang 2014. Bakit sa unang buwan pa lamang ay ganito na ang balita. Asan na ang hula na maswerte raw ako. Naglaho na lamang ba bigla?<i> </i></div>
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<br />onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-9263412695416401142014-03-16T01:23:00.001+08:002014-03-16T01:25:53.429+08:00Sleepless Thoughts 2I can't sleep. My mind is clouded with things that I am not fully aware of. Until one thought suddenly emerged out of the darkness causing me to light up a stick of cigar to drown my self to solitude. <br />
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<em>'Je</em> <em>t'aime</em> <em>encore'</em><br />
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Shit.onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-29290509541242675942014-03-13T23:11:00.001+08:002014-03-13T23:11:51.019+08:00Challenges<div style="text-align: justify;">
Ironic, that I as a health care provider hates taking medications. Even its simplest form such as supplements and vitamins. During times that I am feverish or has colds, I would refuse to take it and would just rely on water therapy and an increase intake of fruits. I can still recall how my previous partner forced medications to my mouth if I feel sick. He would put the pill straight to my mouth even if it was just vitamins. That is how much I hate taking it. My previous partner was the one good at it as he religiously swallows it at the exact time it should be taken, I on the other hand was his total opposite. </div>
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Now that he is gone and a lot of things has changed already. I am taking up the <i>challenge</i> alone of having not just one, but two pills twice a day. It is not just for a single week, not for a month, but for a <i>lifetime</i>. My new elixir. My spinach. My new life saver. How can I do it? I don't know?! </div>
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I had my dry run of taking medications last month. It was partly successful that I was able to consume one whole bottle of ascorbic acid, ingesting two tablets on a daily basis. The failure then was with the multivitamins, I usually skip the dose or even forget to take it. I know it shouldn't be like this since the two shall be part of my daily cocktail forever. Without those two supplements, I may not be able to face every challenge at work. I will not have any defense against the deadly pathogens in my area. </div>
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And so today, I went to the mall and looked for something that might help me with my dilemma. I bought these two medication organizers. These two shall be my new best friends. They shall be my new confidante and my life-long buddies. You will forever be with me and we shall never be apart. <i>(I am actually enjoying the cool colors of the canisters and its added functionality of having separate storage space! And what's great about it is that I bought it for only Eighty-eight pesos each!)</i></div>
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Tomorrow (Friday) night, I shall get my first fill of life-savers. It is only for a week's supply since I will need to monitor for any side effects or adverse reactions (I hope I won't have any). I even went to St. Jude earlier to ask for guidance with my medications. I asked him for <i>Courage</i> and <i>Wisdom</i>. <i>Courage</i> that I may take the pill religiously. <i>Courage</i> that I can overcome any reactions that my body shall deal with. <i>Courage</i> that once I have adjusted with my medication, I can tell my previous partner about my condition <i>(He of course deserves to know)</i>. And finally <i>Wisdom</i>, that I shall know the right words to tell him. <i>Wisdom</i> to know what is right from wrong. <i>Wisdom</i> to deal with this new chapter of my life.</div>
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On Saturday morning, I shall start a brand new day and I know that <i>courage</i> and <i>wisdom</i> shall be upon me to face this new <i>challenge</i> of life.</div>
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onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-9337978739360055632014-03-07T02:17:00.000+08:002014-03-07T02:17:53.684+08:00Vacation Leave!!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Dahil pinayuhan ako ni Doc na magbakasyon muna bago magsimula sa tedious medication! Hala! Sige! Boracay-Davao here I come! Pakalasing daw muna ako sabi ni Doc! Hehe. Weeee!onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-10989703085600916652014-03-02T22:58:00.001+08:002014-03-02T22:58:55.635+08:00Worries and God<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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Worry not for tomorrow. </div>
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Focus on what is today.</div>
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That is just how it should be because God knows that we can handle what we have today. </div>
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He does not want us to worry too much for tomorrow because he will never abandon us.</div>
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Leave your worries behind and trust him.</div>
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Seek his kingdom first and you shall find answers to your questions.</div>
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<i>(Today's Homily)</i> </div>
<br />onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-23641629470730750802014-03-02T00:04:00.000+08:002014-03-02T00:04:30.704+08:00Greener Pastures<i>'Pwedeng pwede ka na magabroad o, ang tagal mo na sa trabaho mo', </i>Mom said.<br />
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I never imagined working abroad. I just love my life here. </div>
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It was my first partner who asked me if I want to settle for greener pastures. He kept on asking me to process my papers to Middle East (<i>it was easy to go there 5 or 6 years ago</i>) and we'll start saving up money for our future. I never liked his idea. Though I haven't told him, but I never pictured out my future with him. So after almost three years of relationship, we broke up. </div>
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After the break up, I decided to start my career in the healthcare field. Still, when asked by my colleagues about my plans in going abroad, I just tell them that I'm happy with my life here and never will I leave the country even if it is almost four times of what I am earning here. Everything changed when I met my second partner. We planned our future together, including plans of moving out of the country and settling in Canada via the <a href="http://www.cic.gc.ca/english/helpcentre/answer.asp?q=346&t=14" target="_blank">Common Partner Law</a>. Surprisingly, I agreed to the idea and we started collecting and saving our documents together as it deemed necessary that we have proof of our steady relationship. Things changed when after two years, we broke up.</div>
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So for the first time, I decided on my own to leave the country and start a new life. The break up was so shattering that I just wanted to leave immediately. I needed a new environment to start all over again. Plus the fact that I don't see any career growth as a government nurse here in the country. The decision was clear then, leave now! And so I processed my papers abroad. I tried Middle East, Australia and Canada. Fortunately, I passed Middle East however I retracted my papers when I found out about the small salary. Australia was my next target but I needed more than a million to process everything. I was left with Canada as my final option. Things were flowing smoothly, I was assessed and passed the screening with flying colors. My parents were more than excited with my decision. I am ecstatic as well, I will be earning big time and I can provide more for the family. </div>
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Until one day, a very alarming news was unfolded.<br />
Everything shattered again in to pieces and I felt lost again.<br />
I can no longer work abroad.<br />
<i>Shit really happens. </i><br />
<br />onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-29710686588184142732014-02-17T00:55:00.001+08:002014-02-17T00:55:44.300+08:00Lukso<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Ilang beses ko na ring sinubukan at ilang tao na rin ang nagtangkang pumasok sa buhay ko mula nung ako ay naging <i>single</i>. Pero tila napakailap sa akin ng pagkakataon at walang nagtatagumpay. Natanong ko tuloy ang sarili ko:</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">'<i>Mailap ba talaga ang pagkakataon, o sadyang choosy lang ako?</i>'</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Minsang kumakain kami ng aking mga kaibigan ay napagsabihan nila ako na ayusin ko raw ang aking buhay. Makipag<i>date</i> daw ako. Magkagusto naman daw ako sa ibang tao. Subukan ko muling makipag-<i>attach</i> at magsimula ng relasyon. Sinabi ko sa kanilang sinusubukan ko naman. Kung tutuusin e ginagawa ko na nga, pero sadyang wala parin talaga. Ayaw nila maniwala.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Di lamang isa or dalawa ang sinubukan ko ng i-<i>date</i>. Nag<i>-eenjoy</i> naman ako sa tuwing kasama ko sila. Pero bakit sa tuwing lumalalim na ang pakiramdam ng aking kasama e nawawalan ako ng gana bigla. Hindi ko tuloy maintindihan ang sarili ko. Gusto ko na rin namang magkarelasyon muli pero sa tuwing sinusubukan ko ay palagi na lamang nagiging bigo. Ang <i>ending</i>, nakakapanakit na ako ng damdamin ng iba ng hindi ko sinasadya.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Marahil ay may hinahanap ako. Hindi ko lang alam kung ano. Pero kung magbabalik tanaw ako sa mga nakaraan kong relasyon (mapalalake man o babae), iisa ang bagay na may pagkakatulad sila. Iyon siguro ang hinahanap ko. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Dahil dito, masasabi kong posible nga talagang magpahinga muna ang puso. Posibleng matulog muli ito ng matagal na panahon hanggang dumating muli ang isang taong gigising nito. Na mayroong mga pagkakataong kahit sabihin mo sa sarili mong ayos naman ang ka-<i>date</i> mo. Kahit tipong wala kang maipintas at halos perpekto na siya at alam na alam mong busilak ang hangarin niyang mahalin ka. Kahit ipagsigawan ng utak mo na ayos naman siya, kapag sinabi ng puso mong '<i>wala pa, di pa ako handa, di pa ako gumagana</i>' e wala kang magagawa kundi huminto muna.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><br /><i>Baliktanaw.</i></span></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Kakaibang lukso ng damdamin sa unang pagkikita pa lamang. Iyong tipong magtutugma ang utak at puso mo at sasabihin sa akin na 'magiging parte ito ng buhay ko'. Iyon ang pagkakaparehas nilang lahat. Iyon marahil ang inaantay ko sa ngayon.</span></i></div>
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The perfect weather, not so warm, not that cold.</div>
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You, standing in front of me, staring right through my soul</div>
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Your hands, rough as it is, traces the shape of my face</div>
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That smile, almost grinning, but not too much.</div>
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Then you kiss me, so warm, so soft.</div>
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Passionate and gentle</div>
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Full of love and emotions</div>
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Promising a brighter tomorrow.</div>
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Then I wake up.</div>
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Alone, in my room, on my bed.</div>
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Rekindling the fondest memory of that special moment,</div>
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The passion and intense.</div>
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"When will I ever feel it again?", I ask myself.</div>
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A kiss so passionate, so loving, yet so gentle.</div>
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O yes, I am longing now to be kissed again</div>
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When will I ever feel a real kiss again? </div>
onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-65433266462135020632014-01-08T01:55:00.000+08:002014-01-08T01:55:04.833+08:00Highlights<div style="text-align: justify;">
This entry will serve as a reminder to me of how I survived 2013. </div>
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December 2012: </div>
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<li>We officially broke up on Christmas Eve while I was on work.</li>
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January 2013: </div>
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<li>New Year's Eve: We celebrated it together. Fireworks! </li>
<li>I tried to win you back. Nothing happened.</li>
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February 2013: </div>
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<li>I decided to end our communication. I never answered your calls, emails nor sms. </li>
<li>I was drunk on a daily basis and smoked 2 packs of cigarette a day.</li>
<li>I went on a vacation to Quezon and Laguna alone. Spent days thinking about what happened.</li>
<li>I bought a new phone so that I can forget you.</li>
<li>On the 18th, you messaged me that Oreo was sick and that you rushed him to the vet. I went to see him but I avoided to see you. </li>
<li>Communications up between the two of us because of Oreo.</li>
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March 2013:</div>
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<li> Oreo is still admitted. We decided to just bring home Oreo and continue the care there. </li>
<li>We had no choice but to live together again for Oreo. We acted as if we're together again, although I know that you and him are still together. </li>
<li>You told me that you are already fixing the some papers for a condo unit and that you will be moving out from our house in Parang. </li>
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April 2013: </div>
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<li>We readmitted Oreo again due to continuous bleeding. Doctor told us that we may need surgery already. </li>
<li>We decided to bring Oreo back home and continue giving medications while we prepare for the Surgery. </li>
<li>There were a lot of sleepless nights for us as we take care of Oreo. </li>
<li>You also applied for another promotion and I was there backing you up. I was always there to listen about your rants at work and even help you out with work stuff. </li>
<li>We hand in hand processed all papers for the condo unit you just bought. I was there all the way. </li>
<li>I was transferred to a different area under a different supervisor. </li>
<li>I attended my best friends' wedding and you even picked me up after the event.</li>
<li>Last week of April, we had surgery for Oreo.</li>
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May 2013: </div>
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<li>We are still living together and acted as a couple despite the fact that you and him are still together. I was the original before, yet I am the mistress now. </li>
<li>We cleaned up the house in Parang and pack all things. </li>
<li>My parents were even helping out in the moving out. </li>
<li>The guards in the new unit knew me as one of its new owner. We moved out and started living in the new crib. </li>
<li>While you were busy at work, I was busy moving and arranging things in and out of the unit. </li>
<li>I closed my doors to all potential dates and suitors. I dedicated my time in fixing the unit.</li>
<li>I was from night duty when a friend dragged me to take an exam abroad for Oman. Apparently, I passed the exam and she didn't. The day after, I was on my way to a hotel in Roxas Blvd. for my interview. Fortunately, I passed again and my papers were processed. They said that they will contact me again in about four to eight months while they process my papers.</li>
<li>Had a vacation in Tagaytay and Nasugbu. </li>
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<li> Are we a couple? Are we back together? Are you and him still together? I kept asking you those questions and yet I got no reply. </li>
<li>You enjoy me being there. You even gave me gifts and treat me out for dinner and other surprises. </li>
<li>We bought new bed and other house stuff. We were still living together under the same roof. </li>
<li>I went to Bicol for vacation with friends and you constantly called to check on me if I am okay. </li>
<li>Had a minor vehicular accident in Bicol. </li>
<li>Right after my vacation, you wanted me to go straight to the unit and stay there instead of me going home to mom. (Of course I did)</li>
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July 2013: </div>
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<li>We are still on the same cycle. </li>
<li>Though I started dating some but none of them worked out.</li>
<li>I still go to your place every time you want me to. We still meet up and go out. </li>
<li> I found a clear evidence that you and him are still together. Decided that this needs to stop. I started to keep my distance from you. </li>
<li>Last week of the month, a group of guys found me alone drinking in a bar. </li>
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August 2013:</div>
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<li>I started to confront you with issues about us. You said you just want me to be there. Just there and never leave. I was fed up. I asked for a closure. I asked for this to end.</li>
<li> I avoided you but you keep on pushing and showing up. You keep on confessing that you love me and that you will be ending what you have with the other guy. </li>
<li>We had a closure probably on the third or fourth week of this month. I came from a usual drinking session and I asked you to pick me up at around 3 AM. We talked inside the car until daybreak. You said that you wanted me and that you love me. I told you that there is a lot of wounds to heal for both of us.</li>
<li>I bought a new phone again.</li>
<li>I started seeing someone and took him seriously. We started going out for movies and dates.</li>
<li>I climbed Pico De Loro. </li>
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<li>You pushed me to the limits. I punched you straight to your face because of your inconsistent lines and stories. We never spoke again since then. </li>
<li>He messaged me that he wanted the duplicate keys back. I never gave it back. I ignored his message. I have no plans of seeing him nor talking to him. </li>
<li>A workmate confessed to me that he is gay. I started to be his big bro in the gay world. </li>
<li>We climbed Mt. Romelo in Ternate, Cavite. The group was divided into two. Both groups were lost in the woods for almost four hours. We had no light nor water left. I guided the second group during descent. (Prior to climbing Mt. Romelo, I was on a 12 hour night duty, so that will make me up and awake for almost fifty hours)</li>
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October 2013:</div>
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<li>Attended a convention for work. A fellow attendee attempted to have sex with me inside the comfort room. We were all drunk. And yes, he is gay; discreet gay just like me. After the near-missed incident, he asked me out several times for dates but I declined it.</li>
<li>Ex and I never talked again. Though he kept on posting stuff in his Facebook account which is very unusual. He seems to be making<i> papansin</i> according to my workmate. I avoided signing in to Facebook.</li>
<li>I focused all my attention to work. A lot of tasks were given to me.</li>
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November 2013:</div>
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<li>First week was a blast. All work and no play. Seven days straight. Crap.</li>
<li>Another friend dragged me to an agency in Ortigas for Visa Processing for AU. We were fortunate enough to be selected as possible candidates but we need to take IELTS first. They will be sponsoring the crash course review and the actual exam.</li>
<li>My friend and I planned the next steps for leaving the country. </li>
<li>I received a call from my other boss regarding the deployment of Emergency Response for Tacloban. Two days after the Storm Surge, I was sent to Leyte.</li>
<li>A few hours before my flight to Tacloban, Ex sent me an email with scanned pages of his journal/diary. It depicts his life since January. Words he cannot tell. Things he should have done. And worst, he told me how much he loves me. I was crying in the airport while I am reading it.</li>
<li>First three days in Tacloban was hell. It is what we call as Ground Zero. No food nor water (Ours were looted and lost in transit) Dead bodies everywhere. </li>
<li>Stayed in Tacloban for almost two weeks. Realizations are as follows: #1-We should be contented and thankful for what we have. #2-Money cannot buy everything. It is even worthless in times of distress. #3-Life has a lot to offer. You should never give up and you should learn to smile and look at another day with a smile. #4-The Government is never ready for such calamities. It sucks!</li>
<li>Went back to Manila just before my birthday. Renewed my PRC license and watched Hunger Games alone.</li>
<li>Ex messaged me a birthday greeting via email. I did the same thing and greeted him back five days after for his birthday. </li>
<li>I met a guy, let's just call him bunso. He eventually turned out to be a good friend.</li>
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December 2013:</div>
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<li>We started the IELTS review and luckily we passed the mock exams. Actual exams will be mid-January 2014.</li>
<li>I have decided to leave the country for good.</li>
<li>I went to Baguio for vacation.</li>
<li>I tried to avoid the idea of being sad and planned a happy Christmas and new year. </li>
<li>I met someone again this month (not sure yet if it will work out)</li>
<li>Celebrated Christmas eve at work (I am officially one year single weee!)</li>
<li>Celebrated New Year's Eve with family. Without Ex of course. Still bought fireworks to cheer up the night.</li>
<li>I tried to call Ex for the last time but he didn't picked up. </li>
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2013 was a mess. But I know 2014 is better! </div>
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I am starting a new. </div>
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Cheers! </div>
onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-19781943365201297982013-12-05T01:54:00.002+08:002013-12-05T01:54:41.250+08:00The Fifth of December<div style="text-align: justify;">
Dear Sean/K, </div>
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The fifth of December marks my last month for staying in agony under your spell. I have barely ten days to celebrate a year of being alone and roughly a month to completely end this none sense journey without you. Looking back, it was just last September when we completely let go of each other. A not so easy parting since I've been too physical in showing to you how much hurt I've been through. An action that never really haunt me, rather an act of letting go. </div>
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We have been going in circles for the first ten months of the year. You have been testing waters while I brave the strong waves to have you back. It was indeed a rough ride. One thing I am sure of, I don't have anything to regret after this year ends. I've done my part already. The next year will be to start a new beginning.</div>
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My life shall go on without you. Though I have to admit it, I still don't know where to start. I have been trying to. Mingling around and meeting people had been a failure. Though some were able to go knock just in front of my door, no one had been successful in having me open it. O, yes. You're probably right. It is still you.</div>
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I pray for you that the good Lord guide you forever. May what we shared be a lesson to you. Something you won't forget. Something that will remind you of what a genuine love is. I, on the other hand, will pray to God to give me strength to start a better life. A life full of meaning serving his righteous purpose. </div>
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Happy 5th of the month.</div>
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Always,</div>
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Empire</div>
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PS</div>
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It never faded nor faltered. It still remains the same.</div>
onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-24075589068226549382013-12-03T23:53:00.003+08:002013-12-03T23:53:43.851+08:00Impalsib<br />
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At dahil wala akong regalo sa sarili ko nung birthday ko..</div>
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Oo, minsan ay impulsive shopper ako.</div>
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Paminsan lang naman</div>
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Pikit mata kong inabot ang pera ko sa kahera. Aw.</div>
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Kaya pag nagutom ako ngayong pasko, </div>
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sapatos ang kakainin ko. </div>
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Apir!</div>
onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-51618215846882557922013-11-30T21:55:00.000+08:002013-11-30T21:55:08.792+08:00Tacloban: Unang Yugto<div style="text-align: justify;">
Mahigit isang linggo na ang nakalilipas mula ng ako ay ipadala sa Tacloban. Isang misyong walang kaabog abog na aking tinanggap sa kabila ng aking <i>hectic </i>na <i>schedule. </i>Kung sabagay, wala naman akong ibang <i>choice</i> kundi pumunta. Kasama ito sa aking dagdag trabaho. Responsibilidad ko ito bilang isang bahagi ng <i>Emergency Response </i>ng Kawani ng Kalusugan.</div>
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Alam kong madaming naantig sa mga balita na napapanood sa telebisyon. Maraming naluha sa bawat kwento at litrato na kanilang nakikita. Pero ako na mismo ang magsasabi sa inyo, iba kapag ikaw na ang nasa Tacloban. Para kang nasa <i>Silent Hill </i>o di kaya'y <i>Walking Dead. </i></div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Tacloban Airport. Too bad there's no proper command system for the first few days.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Welcome to the Booming City of Tacloban.</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Aerial View of Tacloban</td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"> </td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"> </td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"> </td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"> </td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><br /></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><br /></td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Provincial Capitol of Leyte is still standing strong. Though debris of destroyed establishments are seen around the building. FYI: This building used to be the Malacanang Palace way back 1940's</td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Yes, it's true! Dead people are still everywhere. Lying around the street side or just at any corner. </td></tr>
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Siguro, mga <i>Day 3 or 4 </i>kami pagkatapos ng bagyo dumating sa Tacloban. Isa ang team namin sa mga naunang pinadala. Lingid sa kaalaman ng mga nakararami, ang unang team na ipapadala ang sasalo ng pinakamabigat na trabaho. At iyon nga ang dinatnan namin. </div>
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Sa katunayan, dalawang beses na na<i>cancel </i>ang <i>departure date </i>namin. Dapat ay Sabado pa lamang ay naroon na kami. Nakakatawa mang isipin pero na<i>delay</i> ang aming pagalis ng dahil sa C130. Oo. Mismong ang <i>Health Team</i> ng Kagawaran ng Kalusugan ay di binigyang <i>priority </i>na sumakay sa C130. E kung si <i>Sec. Dinky Soliman</i> nga ay bumubula ang bibig dahil maski siya ay tinanggal sa listahan ng mga sasakay roon. Hay. Nakakatawa talaga ang <i>National Government </i>natin. </div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Hindi ito C130. Isa ito sa mga Military Plane ng Estados Unidos. Bumibiyahe ito oras oras para ilabas ang mga tao palabas ng Tacloban patungong Cebu.</td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><br /></td><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><br /></td></tr>
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Tatlong araw. Tatlong araw kaming walang pagkain at inumin. Bakit? Nakakalungkot isipin na ang mismong <i>package </i>ng Kawani ng Kalusugan ay nawala. Nabuhay kami sa paginom mula sa mga buko na nakikitang nakakalat sa paligid. Pinagtiyagaan naming magbigay ng lunas sa mga naroon ng walang laman ang tiyan. Tanging tawa at biruan na lamang ang aming ginawa. Dumating naman ang <i>package</i> namin, siguro mga dalawang araw bago kami umalis. Ang masakit nito ay bukas na ang aming mga kahon. Nabawasan ang laman. Nawawala ang mga laman. Di namin alam kung sino ang sisisihin sa mga nangyari. Kung nakanino ang kakulangan. Hayaan na lamang natin. Nakaraos naman kami.</div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Isang bagong panganak na sanggol. Walang kamuwangmuwang sa nangyaring delubyo.</td></tr>
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Sa kabila ng bagyong dumating, parang bagyo rin naman ang dating ng mga bagong paslit sa amin. Humigit kumulang sampu hanggang labinlimang bata ang ipinapanganak sa lugar bawat araw sa aming kinalalagyan. Walang <i>nursery</i> o di kaya'y kuryente upang magsilbing <i>warmer</i> para sa kanila. Sa kabuuan ng sampung araw na inilagi namin roon, mahigit pitong bagong panganak rin ang pumanaw. Masasabi kong maswerte na sila, kesa naman danasin nila ang hirap ng pagbangon muli ng Tacloban.</div>
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onlychildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12221511362390522097noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6263185877383687915.post-38368007646931051542013-11-30T14:30:00.000+08:002013-11-30T14:30:00.399+08:00#BoredI'm on leave and got nothing to do.<br />
Got no where to go.<br />
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Crap.<br />
Let's get out.<br />
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This is the last part of the 16 pages attachment he sent to me.</div>
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