Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Almost Six

I never thought it would be possible. But then again, who said it wouldn't be? It wasn't a smooth ride. It wasn't easy. It ain't the usual relationship, but if you believe that it it will work, then it'll definitely be.

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Conversations 4

"But whatever happens, I'll make it work. We'll make it work"

"I trust you with it"

"And I am valuing it so much hun"

"Me too. This ain't a smooth ride hun. You know that right?"

"I know. It's never going to be easy."

"So are you really up for it?"

"You know my answer to that hun.. Together with all the proofs."

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Conversation 3

"May dalawang guy na sakay sa jeep. Ang cute nilang couple. Obvious pala talaga no?
Ang luwag ng jeep pero inam sila magsiksikan. Hihi"

"Hehe. Sweet couple naman nun. Ganyan din kaya tayong tignan?"

"Feeling ko oo. Parang obvious tayo e."

"Pwes, mali sila sa akala nila if ever. Kasi 'di pa tayo cuple. Hehe.. Lol"

"Good point. 'Di pa tayo. Hindi pa. Hehe"

"Yeah. 'Di pa."

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Conversation 2

"Sure. Deal!"

"Hala, dami na nating deal a. Sulat na natin sa papel para matandaan natin lahat"

"Mahaba haba na nga e. Thank you, for making me smile a."

"Wala yun, its part of our deal. Basta, bawal ma-in-love a"

"I'll keep that in mind"

"Me too. I'll keep that in mind."

Sunday, October 5, 2014


"I see you in my future"

"I also do, but things are complicated right now"

"I know. I'm glad I met you. Hintayin natin yung tamang panahon para sa atin"

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Tarot Card Reading

Though I don't really believe in those type of readings, but out of curiosity, I gave in to it. 

And what's funny is that in every reading, even with my follow up question, one thing has been showing up constantly.


It has emerged several times. How it will hurt me yet, how I will still be passionate about it amidst everything.

'No matter what pain, what obstacles may come your way, one thing is certain. The only power that can yield you.. is Love. The very essence of it is the only one powerful enough to make you go down on your knees'

I'll have a reading again sometime soon. Let's see if it will be the same.


Friday, May 23, 2014


A friend told me about a car accident involving K (my Ex). I shouldn't be feeling this, but I was  worried. She saw the details on his Facebook account. (Oh yes, I no longer follow his account. I already hid all his notifications and posts so I may not be able to see any of his updates in my timeline) I asked her about the details, she mentioned that the car was damaged but K seems to be fine. Not even critical or dying. I faked a laugh.

O yes, after what happened, I should be thinking that this is the bad karma getting on him. But no! I don't want karma or revenge. I wanted him to be at peace and to be safe always. You may think that I still love him, but like what I said before, it’s already a different kind of love. Besides, we have been living together under the same roof for two years. I think it’s normal for me to at least worry about him even if we had parted ways already. 

And so I asked my friend if I should at least send him a message. She immediately said no since he seems to be okay and not in critical condition. I agreed with her and ignored the idea of sending a mail.

But knowing how twisted my mind is, right after doing some paper works. I drafted my email to him. And after reading it for more than five times, I pressed the 'Send' button. There goes the stupid me again.

No worries, I am not expecting a reply.